As in Happy

"As in Happy" is a song by Rufus Wainwright, originally released on the Live at the Fillmore DVD accompanying Want Two (2004).

Lyrics
Wish I could be more less Wish I could be less more Underneath the dress Is a gun pointed at the floor Wish I could be less me And a little more like you I'd finally confess To all things that you make me do

Oh I've been singing all I can today And nothing seems to make me gay

Maybe the critic was right And my work is just therapy Or maybe she was wrong And on the rag feeling slightly icky And maybe I would rather Just be on speed Or perhaps it would help if I had the right To get my sad ass married

Oh I've been singing all I can today And nothing seems to make me gay As in happy

Source: MetroLyrics